Amazing Race

Well, it's the last 19 hours before my exam.. Should I be worried? Anxious?Freaking out? I don't know, because of late, my mind has been blank, my conscience has been bugging me to study and my heart just doesn't care.

And I am worried because I am not worried... You get it?

I should be studying in my room, like my flatmate.. But I am out and about, happily shopping till the cows come home... *cow comes into flat*

It was just an hour ago, that it hit me...

Shit.. exams in 20 hours...

*die die die*

*runs around in circles*

I know I am perfectly capable of doing my best, and that I work better when I am calm and collected and I can use my otherwise underused brain to figure things out. But my overactive kepo-ness has calculated that this 6-hour exam is worth 25% of my final degree classification. And my dad's words keep resounding in my head:'You did 4 hours revision only today?'

I know he means well, and he says it doesn't matter what degree classification I get. But I also know that I am capable of the best. I guess its just a matter of how much I want it, and how much I am willing to give for it.

Looking at the time I have left.. Not a lot.

Wish me luck, and please pray that I have the wisdom to do the right things and give the best I can for the glory of God.

Go.. Pray!!